sorry xanga... i've been busy.

Oh Xanga,

I think I may have outgrown thee....

Ugg...

I use to always think i liked STL, but now I'm rethinking that... for those of you who don't know, I am just starting my 4th week of radiation treatment. It's not really that the treatment is that bad, but the rest of the time is horridly boring. I have been thinking alot... and sleeping alot... and eating alot...

ramdom thought for today:
think back to all of your high-school friends, then think back to your college friends. How many of them are the same. For me...  one guy! It is pretty crazy to think about all of your friends and how whether moving, or college or jobs have seperated you. It's not that you don't like them any more, you just dont see them anymore. What do you think? Is it more moving and college and jobs that do it, or do we make an objective/subjective decisions to distance ourselves from others? Just food for thought. . . i'm hungry

Today I woke up and realized that I had:

                                  1) Left my keys in my office at work
                                  2) Lost my cell phone

I never realized how much my life centers around keys and my phone! I was suppose to call jo-flo today, but can't because my phone is gone, needed to go to Campus House to get my keys, but couldn't because my key to CCH is in my office on my key change... no problem: "I'll just call Dave, Christy or A.J. (who's truck I believe my phone is in) BUT I can't call...... once again, no phone!

So if you find my phone, or can break in to Campus House . . . give me a call, wait, no - crap!

Here's the complete barebones explination of whats going on with me...

step one: chemo (which i have done)
step two: radiation (which i start in a few weeks)
step three: sugrey (after 5-6 weeks of radiation)
step four: more chemo (which will by then be like kicking a dead horse...but just to make sure)